
1. You. Words cannot even begin to explain how much you mean to me. You're there for me through everything. You said something to me a couple of weeks ago that made me feel like I was a horrible person. Why do you think that way? I'm nothing special. I'm far from perfect, and am flawed in so many ways. I'd kill to be you.. I'd kill for your confidence. I'd kill to walk a day in your shoes. You're extraordinarily beautiful, dare I say, flawless. I'm here for you, always have been, always will be. Anyone would be lucky to have someone like you in their life. I'm glad I found the most perfect best friend in the entire world.
2. Over the past few months, we've gotten closer than ever. I love you to death, kid, and I'm here for you to make sure you don't get your heart broken again. I love talking and venting to you on the phone. You make the worst says seem so much better. You're an absolutely phenomenal guy, and any girl would be lucky to call you theirs. Your compassion toward your friends makes you more gorgeous than you already are. Your personality shines brighter than no light I've ever seen before. You've got a smile that can light up a room, and an attitude that can make people envious. There are two people that I could legitimately spend and entire night talking to, and you, sir, are one of them. I wish you could forget the past and see how truly wonderful you really are.
3. We started talking randomly a couple of weeks ago, but I wouldn't change that for anything. Talking to you has made me think, a lot, and there is no other person that I'd like to share those thoughts with than you. You're going through a rough patch right now - relax, breathe, and do whatever your heart tells you to do. You make your own choices. You are a strong individual, and I will support you no matter what you choose. You're an absolutely incredible person, surely someone I will never forget. I will save your letter until the day I die. I hope you know that.
4. Out of the blue you tell me the things that I've been waiting to hear for years. Why should I believe you now? I've moved on, honestly. I've waited too long. I'm not going to get my heart broken again, and if I do, I'll be damned if it's because of you again. I love you, I always have, probably always will, but you only love me when you're incoherent. I need you to prove to me that you're actually sincere when you say these things. I'm being cautious when it comes to you, and I am so proud of myself for saying that.
Sorry, it's not as good as my last blog. I just think a few people in my life need to know exactly how I feel about them.