There have been so many thoughts, feelings, and emotions clouding my mind that I'm not even going to attempt to write about any of them tonight, but I promised a blog by the end of the week, so here you go...
There have been some people that I hardly talk to anymore, one in particular, and I hate it. Going from texting all day long and talking on the phone at least twice everyday, to barley being able to hold a conversation is driving me crazy. You knew this was going to happen, but I don't want it to. I want my friend back. I want to talk to you like we used to, no judging, no anything. I don't know what happened, but I want you to know that I miss you.
On another note, I've been thinking about the summer and what it has in store for me. I couldn't be more extatic that there are only four more weeks left up here in this godforsaken place. Yeah, every year around this time, I get real anxious to go home. This time it increased by close to triple. I don't know if it's the mounds of schoolwork that has taken over my life, or if it's the lack of close friends that I feel like I don't have. Either reason makes me dream of the Philadelphia skyline and has me counting down the days until I'm out of here for three months. This summer will be busy, working two jobs and an internship and all, but I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach that this will be the greatest summer that I've ever had. The anticipation is killing me.
